People Person? This is something I am not. In fact I avoid most people. I am not social. I do not want to be noticed. I do not want to stand out in a crowd. I don't try and collect as many friends as I can just to feel popular. What's the purpose of filling your facebook friends list with empty faces?
That being said, I do take the friendships I have very seriously. I love my friends. I would not be here today without some of them. That is not an understatement. This week I will try to convey my appreciation to them. Everyone deserves to feel appreciated, especially my awesome friends.
Monday, January 24, 2011
It's not working.
I am depressed. Yes I have 3 wonderful happy kids. People tell me how lucky I am. I AM! I'm extremely lucky. They make me smile. They make my days worthwhile. Yet I get depressed. Why is this? I talked to my doctor. He was quick to throw some pills at me. They are not helping. If anything they are making things worse. My blood tests show low levels of vitamin D. Why is this? I live in sunny southern California and I take a multivitamin containing VitD. What is the reason behind my depression? Do I know deep down?
Just Me
It's just me. This is my place to tell it like it is. My place to sort things out. I hope to learn something about myself.
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